YOUR MOMA

Sorry world,it'd been long ever since i've posted.
i just think that there is no point in updating on this blog anymore,since you're not in my life anymore.
i just really think that we're not meant to be in the first place.
This isn't called love in the first place,i was just reciprocating.
i'm sorry if you read this..by reciprocating,i really do loved you.
Yes,you told me things and it's something of i could already expected.
When you lose something,it's really too late.
TOO LATE that you didn't treasure it.
Oh well,there's no point talking about this anymore,it's over between us.

Now i only love...
hahahaha,i swear i screwed my life.
i'm so sorry people..
you guys are always the most awesome people but i only love him.
and i hate ......the most.
The most sicko,fucking annoying guy in the world and the most atrocious guy i've ever seen!!!
FUCKTARD GUYYYYYYYY,you should just fuck the wall and die i swear.

HEY SUP:D
I'm back from Laos.
I miss everything there.
The people there are really nice:D
I watched badm,table tennis,swimming,silat and soccer at SeaGames:D
WOOHOO:D
Singapore won lots of gold,three cheers:D
I miss the hotel,food and shopping there.
Oh,we're on the Sunday Times too,cool or not man.
At Laos we took lots of pictures as well as cheering for Team Singapore.
I've got a sexy voice now.
Bought stuff for YTSAs cause i changed too much.
I swear all of us were having a great time there:D
All the singing and being together.

On the first day,we have to change plane to Laos.
Took the Propellar plane?
I swear it's damn cool lah.
Then reached there at night.
Couldn't attend to the opening ceremony.
Stayed at hotel then.
Then went out for dinner.
There's not much food for us to eat,except the prata.
HAHAHA. Pathetic yeah?
Then went back to draw the banners.
Super sleepy and tiring man.
slept at one plus singapore time.
It's one hour behind singapore time though.
Need to wake up early for breakfast and bathing.
SUPER TIREDDDDDDD.
Then on sec day,we went to watch table tennis.
Cheered TS on:D
Table tennis did a really good job and bought gold medals back.
Both men and woman team.
Then dinner.
i fogot we went t watch soccer or swimming,but we still cheered.
The weather there is cooling man.
except during day,it's warm.
Soccer was really quite boring,cause we really couldn't cheer.
there's like twenty thousand Laosian and fifty singaporeans there.
when i scream GO SINGAPORE,the laosian would just stare at me.
So embarrassing.
But this shows that i'm loud:D
They did the kallang wave too though,funny much.
Laos isn't good in Swimming i swear.
All last. Stating the fact yow.
Singapore swimmers did singapore proud,within a day,we sang three times of the national anthem.
We took photos with table tennis as well as swimmers.
We took a pictures of many different athletes too though.
Now my facebook is flooded with pictures and comments.
On the third day,we're suppose to go watch badm in the morning,boxing in the afternoon and swimming at night.
But Badm changed timing,so we went shopping in the morning and badm in the afternoon.
We had to miss boxing matches.
So wasted D: SIGH.
On the fourth day,we watch silat and swimming:D
Silat is so violent,scary much.
Swimming was damn cool.
We kept winning,especially TAO LI.
SHE'S GOOD :D
Then men's relay too.
GOLD GOLD GOLD.
All hot guys are swimming:D
Those pictures with them and it appeared on Newspaper :D
It's quite unglam man.
HAHAHHAA.
From the third day,i screamed till no voice man.
So i can either go high pitch or talk in a super low pitch.
SADDENING YEAH?
Went for dinner after swimming.
Didn't had dinner,but went shopping instead.
Cause it's already the last night in Laos.
So,we went t walk on the whole stretch of road which sell stuff.
The clothes there sucks man.
So bought a lot of accessories.
Bought many stuff for YTSAs cause i had a lot of Kips left.
Bought friendship band and all.
HAPPY HAPPY:D
Then Delf and Jamie went t buy food for party:D
Went back hotel after that.
Wanted to ton,but couldn't take it.
All of us sleep,except Sab.
Before that,all of us having night madness.
Especially Rena,kept doing many stuff to me.
Then WenXiang also.
Both sickos man.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Last day,all of us woke up early.
Bathed and all.
Went for breakfast then gathered at hotel lobby.
Bus to airport.
We changed like three planes before we could reach singapore.
First from Laos to Phome pheh.
Then to Ho chi Minh.
Stayed for like six to seven hours there.
So we went t have japanese food.
Super ex i swearrrrrrrrrr.
But lucky someone treated us.
HAHAHA.
We had HOT greentea and all.
Really cannot take it man.
HAHAH.
Then Jamie and Battina went for massage while me and delf talk and walk around.
Then took the plane and HOME.
It took like twelve hours to get home from laos cause we have to keep changing plane lah.

The guys are all sickos man.
BROCCOLI.
HAHAHAHA.
The prank was fun.

Alright,i'm having mixed feelings now.
Cause i don't have the feeling of it now.
I feel like getting over it,yet i couldn't.
I'm flying off tomorrow to LAOS:D
Catch me on tv if you can.
Don't miss me people:D HAHAHA,
I'll be back on Sunday alright.

On sat,met Vic at airport cause there's TEAM SINGAPORE offical send off at five in the morning,so we tonned there.
I was damn tired cause on Fri,we had training.
Then i was trying to sleep at macs.
I slept for only one hour and matt came,make so much noise till i woke up.
Couldn't sleep after that.
He's damn idiot,kept making me laugh.
Left Tthree's macs at four fortyfive to Ttwo and we're almost late.
We ran all the way to Ttwo,how great is it?
Kept climbing the escalator,tired like mad.
Then we rehears like thousand of times-.-
Kept cheering after that,a lot of athletes there:D
Then after they checked in,we had debrief and stuff.
Then collect MONEY:D:D:D:D
Went home then.
Slept for two and a half hour.
Supposed to sleep for only one hour,and i was late for event at BISHAN-.-
Reached there and did the well wishing thing,so freaking boring and difficult to get people there to do lah.
WTS/:
Then Joyce,ZB,ZL,ZL's wife and MJ came:D
They helped me do the well wishing thing except ZL's wife.
TSKKKKK.
Left at three plus.
Then went to meet CC and Siewli at PS,Waited for them damn long lah.
WALAO EH,and we're late for work after that.
Omg,the people there are big bully.
Lucky my partner isn't.
He's a nice guy man hahaha.
He really take care of me though.
He's funny,keep asking me questions.
Kept making fun of me,saying i pretty and all,don't need keep touching my hair alrdy.
IDIOT LAH.
ended work at elevenfourty. SUPER LATE I SWEAR.
TSK.
Got salary straight after that:D
Lucky KT's dad fetched me home,THANKS:D
Then next day went t whampoa cc to watch badm match,i was late.
When i reached there,they're already ending.
Joyce second ah:D GOOD GOOD.
Then cabbed to toa payoh for dinner with them.
Bused home.

Monday,met up with joyce for lunch then head to yck sports hall.
Competition,suck balls.
Don't talk about it anymore.
HAHAHA.
Watched match then headed to amk for dinner with nick,marcus,nick partner,J,Ping and MJ.
Then after dinner headed back t yck again.
Support coach:D
He's good but too bad against first seed.
TSK TSK.
Watched till nine then ping said she wants to go home cause she isn't feeling well.
Oh well.

Alright,flying off to laos tmr,bye peeps:D

This few days have been going to YCK sports hall to support people we know as well as know how our opponent plays.
Next monday,it's gonna be nicole and mine doubles match.
GODDAMNIT.
It's against IJTP first and sec doubles,thanks man. 
I so love the draws.
Marcus lost today,but i guess it was a good match for him.
Today didn't really have much self-talk uh?
Yesterday Biaya's match was damn nice.
Rubber set,lost.
It's alright man,it was an exciting match though.
Astroboy also,tsk tsk. 
First round,dunman sec.
Rubber set,lost too.
I'm quite worried how am i going to perform next week D:
I hope no one's gonna watch our match,cause i'm ready to be trashed.
Nicole so long didn't go for training and my toe's injured too.
OHH MAN..

Today finally i make it for training:D
Joyce,ZB,ZL and Galvin came for training,i was really surprised.
Now i know what was their secret yesterday man..TSK. CHEAT ME D:<
Training was alright today,played match,trained doubles and did PT.
Headed to amk with zl,zb and galvin.
Met ZL's wife there then went to have lunch.
LIKE WTH? 
There's like four guys and i'm the only girl there.
After lunch,went t market's badminton shop.
They bought clothes there..
Then went to Hub to meet Joyce.
Watched Case thirtynine.
Managed to smuggle Galvin in,stupid shit.
Sec two and he's like one and a half head taller than me.
I didn't know we sat couple seats.
Sat with galvin,he like not scared one siol,wth man.
Joyce and I kept covering our eyes.
Haha. But not bad lah,Galvin and zb got shocked for one part. HEHEH
Once again,ZB got cramps in the theater-.-
The show was alright lah,not as good as drag me to hell.
Went to arcade after that,we played the sixteen button machine:D
HAHAHA. Then played Mariocart.
Played BBALL,We challenged.
ZB and i owned joyce and galvin.
Galvin and i owned Joyce and zb.
SO,the winner is me:D ALL THANKS TO ME:DDDD
HAHAHAHAHA.
Then headed to amk hub back after that t meet ping,cam and lili.
WENT CHEERS:D
TIREDDDDDDDDDDD.

last but not least, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CC:D Big girl already:D Don't be so immature alright. HOHO.

ohoh,don't ever watch the movie show called the informant.
It sucks to the core..
I don't even get the whole show and it's NCsixteen.
Like wth,i went in,joyce zb and i were entertaining ourselves instead man.
SO FKING BORINGGGGGGG.
HAHAHA.

Sea games next week.
Camp and CSC after that.
More official welcoming back.
This sat is the official sending off,thirty bucks here i comeeee:D
IMMA BUSY GIRL,AM I?

Yesterday,met up with J at compass for lunch,i was late. SORRY!!:X
Met up with Aaron at Hg interchange,caught up with bus 72,or else i'm so gonna miss astroboy's match.
HAHA,luckily it dragged,when i reached there then he played.
So is zl,zl not bad uh,trashed that NUS guy,21-12 and 21-3(:
Too bad he lost his match today against Montfort.
Don't ever be too over confidence man,see lah..even quarters also no more.
Astroboy lost his match,2-1.
Forget about it yeah(:
Astroboy's hair cool siol!HOHO.
Stayed till late then headed to amk for dinner then headed home.

Today,was suppose to go training):
But i couldn't wake up even though astroboy woke me up.
Sorry!!!
Ping,i'm so sorry too.
I missed my training as well as ping's match.
Then woke up at 12.20pm headed to amk for lunch with ZL,ZB,J and MJ(:
PIZZA HUTTT!!:D HOHO.
Then went t arcade with zb and J,the rest went home.
It's damn fun t play the machine games which has 12 buttons on it.
I'm the champion!!!!:D HAHAHAHAHAHA.
3 of us challenged each other(: COOL MAN.
Then went off to look for Vic then went t SSC for briefing for SEA games(:
We're sitting SQ!:D HAHA.
Gonna have a busy week ahead till next week went we're flying off.
Cabbed back to PS with Vic then trained back t YCK to watch match.
Sat there for 15mins or so and we went off-.-
WTFFFFF!
Forget it,then i'm home!!!(:

Ping's match tmr against raffles.JIAYOU!(:

stop faking that you care anymore.

Yow world,woke up early today.
Headed down to Bugis for YTSA event.
4 hours straight! 
Kill me man,next week still need to complete 3 more roadshows!
Please come down to support TEAM SINGAPORE as well as helping me alright?!):
I was really damn tired today at the roadshow..
Keep aiming for people.
IHWPRY,SMA,support team singapore yknow?
Then grace came,headed off at 4.
She came to support me while waiting for me too(:
Went off for J.CO ice cream,shiok shiok.
Thanks for the treat grace!!:D
Then headed off to Expo.
Went to look for Mich,Ferly,Vic and Yuemin.
HOHO,mich damn freaking funny lah.
Then went t walk around look for grace's ITouch.
The guy who work at EpicCentre isn't working today.
I couldn't find kenji as well-.-
Stupid undercover.
Look for Huayu then went to find mich they all again.
While walking out,i don't know why there's this girl uses a flyer to tap me,i turned back and she smiled.
I was wondering who is it but i still don't know who is she.
I asked Grace is she from our school,but she isn't-.-
Head off to Pasir Ris.
Waited for that bloody Arisman for so long.
Then we walked to Downtown to meet CH.
Went for Pool,watched them play.
Cause i'm a noobie who hasn't even hit a ball before.
I don't want t embarrasse myself too lah(:
Joyce reached at 9,then she played for a while.
SHE OWN GUYS SIOL!
PRO PRO!!
Then around 10 she left then soon we left too.
CH fetched me and Arisman to whitesands.
Then went macs,Arisman joker lah.
We talked a lot of cock stuff.
Then we left macs at 1130 to catch his last bus.
Still can go bank-.-
Then we ran to interchange,pant like mad dog):
And we caught it!!:D
HAHAHA.
HOME then~

YOW PEEPS!:D
I'm back again.
Had a tiring day today)):
I'm effing tired now!
Tomorrow gonna be a long day for me again):
Today,met CC and Siewli at Hg mall for lunch,subbbbway!:D
Then headed down to Tanjong Pagar,M hotel for interview.
Not excately interview but recuitment instead(:
I've got the job(;
Gonna start working next week already(:
I'm in need of MONEY babeh!):
No one wants to feed me.
Sad):
Walked to Macs after that,cause CC the piggy wants to eat her shake shake fries.
Then trained to Cityhall for YTSA event.
OMG,damn freaking tired la,no one to approach..
DAMN SADDDDDD):
I'm not a lamppost,mind you.
Must aim one right!!!>:(
i did for 2 hours.
Did more than 15 lah please,still don't take note of it.
BULLYYYY!!!!):
Then knock off,dinner with joyce instead cause the rest cannot make it.
Kept looking for people to go pool,aaron sick.
Aris busy.
CH cmi-.-
TSK.
Then both of us went home instead.
It feels good to be home early actually((:

You don't know how it feels,you really don't.

Kept going out these few days again.
Yesterday went out to meet zb,zl,aaron,joyce,daniel and one girl.
Had lunch with them at compass foodcourt.
Then aaron suggested Pool!
In the end,we headed to PS to take bus to Kallang in such a hot weather.
To pass up my SEA Games consent form!:D
I'm so going to LAOS~~~
HAHAHA.
Then cabbed with daniel,joyce and aaron to some hotel near PS,to play pool at monstercue.
Then the 3 of them played,cause idk how to play(:
HAHA,they made me laugh my ass off big time.
They're really mad.
Joyce wanna join MAN SINGLES for cheers uh,cool!!
HAHA,then headed back to PS to walk around while aaron and daniel go home.
Met aaron at HG mall after that.
Then headed to YCK sports hall.
Watched juniors playing their match.
Then Home~~ LORRY RIDE WAS FUNN!:D
Aaron is mad,keep waving to strangers.

Today,met up with joyce to go expo for IT fair.
Went to find Victoria,Yue Min and Vincent.
HAHA,it's really bored there.
So me and Joyce started walking around.
Then after walking around,J,V and me went t burger king.
Then we drank and eat:D
Then suddenly started to drizzle.
Expo shelter is so useless.
Went back.
Wanted to look for Huayu,but didn't/:
Cause need to leave to meet aaron for dinner and head to YCK to support Daniel,SEE LAH..
yesterday don't go there adapt to the environment,or else win today's match alrd.
Watched for 5 mins only-.-
Then Lisa was there too,so is Eilis and Choi(:
Walked down after that,suddenly Daniel appeared.
HAHA,Aaron still say wanted to go toilet to save him cause he was like stucked in the toilet for damn long?
We then walk out together,stupid daniel now owe us a meal cause we're suppose to go supper!!!!:D
I want shangri-la hotel dinner buffet. XIE XIE!(:
Headed back home!!
Went online and Kenji talked to me,he told me he saw me at burger king today and we had eye contact,did i????
HAHA,i don't even remember seeing him.
But i remember i saw that guy who sold Jo her ITouch there at the IT fair!(:

tmr pool??(:
Interview,ytsa event and dinner tmr!:D

i had a busy week man.
I totally can't remember what i did on monday and so on.

So,basically my whole week was spent with team and joyce,zl and zb.
Cause Ashaway was held at tamp sports hall and i didn't participate.
Luckily i didn't or else..I'm so gonna die there.
Today was the finals for ashaway competition.
It was damn cool and excitg man!:D
Expected which player would win though,like xiaoyu,jincao,montfort doubles and so on.
They're GOOD~

Had Badm chalet though,wed thurs and fri.
wed,went late.
In the end,no food):
Waste my time going there.
This year chalet so boring but nothing much happened.
On the sec day,we had more food!(:
Cam ate so much,time for diet uh girl!
Ping and I cleared those left over food,the rest was handled by Cam,Delf they all.
Then BED time!!!:D
Friday,we left early cause me and ping had to go training.
it's all the way at Sk Sports hall.
Meet up with joyce,zb and hm there.
Coach fetched us there. hehe.
Hoween is so cuteeeeee lah(:
Primary 2 can play so well:D
Even ZB couldn't resist it.
On the last part of the PT,i injured my toe)':
Fuckg pain sial,i cannot even walk now.
It's having internal bleeding now.
All the blood is clot there):
I can't train on Tuesday alrd.
Next week is Cheers competition.
Ping,please play well yeah!!:D
You can do it!:D
My doubles is not up yet,luckily.
Plus all my muscles are aching!
I couldn't even walk.

STUPID quest amazing race.
Made me run like hell.
My stamina dropped like so much,i'm really depressed.
Need to start training my stamina again after my toe has recovered.
During the race,i was fuckg hungry lah,didn't had breakfast all the way till lunch then eat.
All 5 of us took tons of goodie bag,cause of the vouches.
COOLIO~
That WC best,took 1 whole carton of revive drink.
We ate at BBQ chicken((:
HOHO.
Then after that they had second round at Mr chicken rice.
Arisman and i didn't eat.
zb,hm and wc went t eat.
They best sial.
Then home!

ZB's english damn cham,made all of us laughed like some fool.
Island-wide become iceland-wide. NOT BAD NOT BAD.
I won't want t join this stupid race next year!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRACE FOONGGGGGG AND BELATED BIRTHDAY GIRLFR!(:(:

If it does make you happier,i would.
seems like without me,you're happier.
Alright,since that's the way,let's go on our own ways(:
This time round,i took the courage to delete all your messages,without any heart aches.

Today,went t whitesands for HK cafe for lunch with mum and sis.
Then headed to town for shoppgg!:D
Bought clothes!!
I want that pull and bear oneeee):
Then went around ion.
MUHAHAHAHA.
Then met ping and ruiying outside adidas.
Stupid girl,keep forcing me to go tomorrow.
Joyce another one. hahah. tsk tsk
Now that stupid Ping threathening me again,idiot..
I want back my RED JERSEY lahhhhhh!>:(
I need to get my shoes tmr alrdy!
Or else no need to go back school for trg.
Headed to Shangri-la Hotel for dinner(:
There's so many Police there!!!
Cause of the APEC,cool or not? HAHA.
Going in also have to go through bag scan and body scan-.-
Then dinner,super full!!!!D:
HOME~

Stupid zzl,don't know what the hell is he talking about,but..HE OWES ME KFC!
He can have the bones.
Stupid szb,don't talk rubbish about arisman lah-.- YOU SUCK BALLS LAH!OR CHUT CHUT YOUR MUM'S MILK LAH,ASS!!!
YAY,JOYCEEEEEEE~~ 2012 tmr! I LOVE YOU!:D